Hello everybody! I'm Cynthya BrianKate. I'm a transgender-identified intersex (though I prefer the older word hermaphrodite) lady psychic vampire who also happens to be otherkin. I currently live in Long Island, NY. I'm looking for some vampire community that's trans-friendly, intersex-friendly and also otherkin-friendly. I'd love to know if anybody on here is in NY, as I'd love to know some other folks, but am looking forward to hearing from any of y'all! --thanks, Cynthya
- Current Location:Long Island
- Current Mood: excited
I hope you don’t mind me posting here. I am a casting associate working on a documentary for MTV’s series True Life. We are currently looking for real vamps and psi vamps who would be interested in participating. Please email me at TL2009@mtvn.com if you’d be interested in applying or just learning more about the project.
The first two days are always the worst and then after that I start feeling better. I wonder if there is something I could do to just get past these first two days a little better.
- Current Mood: tired
The Vampire and the Reiki Master
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It's amazing how things are when you find a good partner to feed from, they are aware of what you are doing, and their energy tastes good to you. It is a far longer lasting and overall better feed than one could ever get from wild card feeding or ambient energy feeding. Though either can sustain, the true sustaining energy comes from this partner. I'm glad I have a donor who is willing and able and makes an attempt to understand me on a unique level.
- Current Mood: happy
But what about those who are normal in energy level? It's still important to test the emotional waters of the person you feed from. As a link is forged, you take in their emotions along with the vital life-force that sustains. In a way, I believe that you may experience a strong sense of "walking in their shoes".
Let me give a long winded example. There is someone in a training class who just moved from Cali to make a step upwards to the role of tech support. There are 13 of us in class and she did a wonderful job of establishing herself as the class "know-it-all". She has succeeded in annoying everyone, myself included. She's very high on herself...so it would seem.
Naturally, I made the ill-decision to establish a feeding line early on this week. It wasn't a mistake in the pure sense of "needing to feed". I had already decided to enter a testing phase for my newly established sense of self. Now the problem is: I understand her a lot better. And I feel damned sorry for her. I can feel her emotions as strongly as if they were mine. While this is indeed a good sign in terms of acknowledging the ability to form a link to draw from, it's also a lesson in being picky about the emotional state of a being. She's really sad and feels isolated and from this, stems her overwhelming need to establish herself in class.
As a psi, I have found it possible to empathize with others in excruciating detail when needed or even unconsciously. Handy to have when doing readings. But disruptive in other times.
It has to be possible to ground the emotions of another and retain just the energy. Filter perhaps?
- Current Mood: awakened by empathy
I've been having troubles with the balancing act of feeding/ maintaining lately. I think that the main cause is stress in my life. Stress means I usually don't meditate the way I would ordinarily. No meditation means that I'm not managing my energy very well.
Though I am classifying as a psi-vampire, I am very much an energy worker. I work with crystals and stones. I've studied them more in depth in terms of storing energy. Think of it like storing blood in the refrigerator for emergencies... the psi-vamp way.
As a creature attuned to energy, I have discovered that it is indeed possible to store energy into crystals. It's kind of like charging them with energy, only there's no true intent. It's just pouring in energy. Some crystals retain energy quite well. My quartzes are really good for that, smoky quartz especially (for me).
I'm testing the theory that if one charges a crystal with their energy a little bit at a time, it can be used as an energy source come a true emergency. I have heard it said that stones and objects don't usually maintain the levels of energy that would be needed by a psi-vamp if he/she should get into dire need for energy. I'm not trusting to theory that a crystal would be any better than any other object, but it's something to consider at least. Maybe more to the point, by being in contact with the crystal every day, I am cycling energy in a more efficient way between feedings.
- Current Mood: awake
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